Faith vs. Discouragement

That is what I am going through today. I keep telling myself to have faith and I have done pretty good all day. However, sometimes that little bit of discouragement starts creeping in. I still don't have a home study provider. I have called CHI and left a message for some lady to call me. She was in a staff meeting this morning when I called. It is now 4:00 and that must be an awfully long staff meeting. Yes, I think everything should rotate around me and my needs. I have also emailed the CHI main office in St. Louis. I told them that I really need someone to do my home study and that I have found a SW who contracts with them. I offered to send them references if they want stating that I would be a good parent and nothing will happen to my child. I left them my cell number but have not heard back from them. I will call again after preschool tomorrow if they don't call me. I will be persistent. I really want this SW. I need prayer that God will work this out. He can and will.